Other things have changed too. There is a drought and even more families are without enough water and without food. It is heartbreaking. The contrast between my life, where today I had a salty, carmel mocha from Starbucks and the mothers in Ethiopia who cannot care for their children is so very STARK. I struggle with what I am to do and with what I am to share with my friends. We have so very much.
I am hoping that "sad boy" will recognize me and that once again, I can cuddle with him and show him that he is a child of God and that he is indeed loved by me. I know my heart will be broken over and over again, for the women and children with such big eyes and only one, raggy change of clothes. I am hoping that the Holy Spirit will move me to new places spiritually when I talk with church planters and leaders in the Community Health Evangelism program.
I am thankful that I get so much quality time with my Ethiopian friends. I will miss my family and seeing these children makes me miss my own children and grandchildren deeply. This trip feels a little different. I will turn 60 in Ethiopia and in doing so I realize that I may not have that much time left on the earth to spread the Gospel of Jesus Christ and follow the command of Jesus to serve the poor. What do you have for me this time, Lord? Help me to be obedient to you every day. Help me know what is next in my ministry of service to you and others.
Thank you for the best birthday gift ever...turning 60 in Ethiopia, the land I love.
I'll be praying for you!
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